a different me!

a different side of me is what you need to see,
you all know the day to day me.
but you haven't seen the many sides of me,
i wanna be a...
rock star,
a super hero,
a fashion designer,
a photo journalist,
ME!

keep holding on

you should keep holding,
no matter what happens.
you keep holding on,
your friends are there to help when your stuck.
they're there to help you.
when your afraid,
sad,
scared,
trapped,
in need of help.
they're there for you.
so just keep holding on.

no thoughts

I cant think.
I'm stuck in my own thoughts.
I'm swimming in my own troubles and i can't get out.
i wish I could though,
then I could tell everyone how I feel.
then I wouldn't feel so alone.
I wouldn't feel so stuck.

An edited "my Love is Lost" rough draft

i feel nothing when i see your face,
i know you dont like me,
and i really dont like you,
were only together because everyone says were a cute couple.
i want to leave you,
were nice in public but not when were alone.
but then i felt your kiss,
and everything changed,
my view of you,
and my life.
i finally understood you.
and you finally understood me,
but then we were broken up.
i missed you.
you missed me,
but couldnt do anything about it.
you were trapped with a new girl,
i knew you hated her,
but you could do nothing about it.
i still miss you,
even today, but you've probaly forgot about me,
i was always there after our lips touched.
but thats not the point.
you let me and didnt even try to get me back.
i had you,
then i lost you.
it took more than i had to ask you to go out with me,
but you destroyed it,
you destroyed my heart.
i don't want to hate you,
we wont end up in disaster.
but if we did,
i would help you back up in time.
i don't want you to leave me,
it will take me a while to repair.
but we can still be friends,
i hope...

diffrent me

is a breeze just a breeze?
sometimes it can carry change,
or a sweet scent.
for me, it carries the salty scent of sea.
my favorite thing.
I'm not any ordinary person,
neither are you,
if you can find what you love,
then you can find your path.

life is just starting when you realize the tiny details,
if you just breeze through life without thought,
then you don't know whats going on around you.
you can miss a flower blooming right in front of you,
well right now,
i'm in front of you,
so see me.